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My niece was 1 yesterday.

Had a lovely time with her. It’s gone so quick, she is walking and trying to talk.

I love her cuddles and her bro smile.

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Cakes decorated but my youngest sister.

Unicorn sprinkles on a cupcake decorated by my youngest sister who is 10.

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Dangling spider in my room.

This is the our outcome of coming in to my room uninvited,

I hate you spying on me.

No more!!!

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Met my tiny cousin.

Today I went to visit my cousin, she was premature and so tiny.

I had a little cuddle, she is so cute. I’m so pleased I go to meet and cuddle her.

I hope I see her again soon.

It got me thinking though, I really want a baby. But that’s just it, “a baby. ” I like them small and wish they could stay a baby.

That’s where Dylan comes in, he is always a baby and loves cuddles.

This is my Dylan, not my cousin.,

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Dylan

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Fuel for the day

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Today’s adventure.

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Dads 50th birthday rose.

Dads. Rose I brought him for his 50th is still going strong.

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My cat posing.

Taylor posing for photos and cuddles.

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Mental health update.

Things have been really tough. The voices are uncontrollable at times. Blood test Monday took two attempts with the needle so that’s better than the usual 6 times.

I don’t really want medication anymore

I don’t trust my care team. So I’m not seeing them.

I received a letter today about a meeting with my psychiatrist and care co-ordinatior.

Too scared to go out and enjoy the weather. I wish I could, xx