What size am I?

I know I’m fat but what size am I?

I had to try clothes on today And im so embarrass. Luckily no one saw. But the shorts wouldn’t come over my thighs and they were labels a size bigger than I would normally get.

I hate myself.

I want to loose so much weight and I hope this is the motivation I needed.

So I weight too much and I look fat and disgusting.