My life isn’t great at the moment, I’m struggling the voices and harming. The voices in my head are uncontrollable. I’m scared and I think I’m falling down in to a hole where I won’t be able to get out.
Weight- my weight is really high right now, I’m starting a liquid fast again. I lost weight when I did it a few weeks ago. I hate myself and my mate.
Appointments- have been cancelled by then. And I spoke on the phone to my psychiatric care Co-ordinator. I’m worried about my appointment next week with my blood test, I think it’s all going to go wrong. There trying to gain control with my blood test and medication.
Family- are really speaking to my no reason why not. But I feel a bit lonely.