My Beautiful baby.
Month: July 2018
I’m huge, u hate me weight…..
Does anyone want to diet with me, motivate each other with healthy diets and exercises…….
I need motivation…HELP ME!
I’m so scared and afraid to go out, even when I’m with people.
I always feel I’m going to be harmed.
Or that I forgot something.
I’m fearful of so many things, especially things the voices have warmed me about!
I feel I’m being spied on which makes it all so much more difficult. I don’t want to be harmed, abducted, or information being gathered about me.
I’m trying to be brave, honestly.
I’ve been using alcohol as a subtropical hell me feel better. But a week later of no alcohol, I feel great.
I’m proud that I did it.
I did this…
I did this for my auntie abs it’s amazing that she is actually using it.
I left the flat on my own!!!!
Today I planned to meet a friend that I haven’t seen in years.
I normally get to the day she chicken out but I actually went this time!
I’m so pleased with myself, any even better I wasn’t hurt by anyone.
Dylan in his new sleep suit.
My baby’s
Clozapine too high
My levels of clozapine has come back too high, so I had to have an extra blood test today.
It’s been sent to London, as a go the nurse said we could take them to London our selves and have a day out.
Power games…
I’m not letting your power games destroy me!
I have the power!!!
I’m dissociation I’m crazy!!!
I can’t stop all the voices. I hate you.