I should have done it but I it was all I could do, but looking back it’s not good enough.
I hate myself, please help me stay safe. If I’m worth any support.
Month: January 2019
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Too far.
I’m scared.
It’s sore and I’m not sure how I feel about it?
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I’m sorry.
Struggling is my pain with no gain!
I’m here I was invited to my parents but it’s the only contact I’ve had all week.
Do they love me… I don’t know?
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Why am I so sleepy ???
For some reason I’m so tired.
Why?
Any solutions to get back in track?
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Just some of my meds.
I hate medication and it seems to increase. I really want to stop.
Mi hate medication!!
This really hurt me. I love my mum, it’s just hard.
I wish she was there for me.
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The sanctuary.
I look forward to these meetings each week.
It’s a religious based service.
Always brings me comfort. although it’s at the mental health hospital. That alone brings its own challenges me.
But …
I CAN DO THIS.
I can do this
I’m so motivated, I’m not sure why or how but I’m not going to complain
I weigh….. 167.4lbs!!!
TO MUCH!!!
But I will do it!!!
I hate this…
I hate having to take medication but it keeps me sane and out of hospital.
I want to stop the medication but I know no one agrees with me. But I feel fine so why should I continue to take medication.
Clozapine, Diazepam, pregabline, metformin, Lamotrigine.
💫 Rosie’s Mental Health Journey 💫 