I don’t know whether I’m angry or pleased.

I saw my last care co-ordinator today at the local mental health hospital, waiting for my therapy session, and I was told she no longer does community psychiatric nurse work.

But I’ve just seen here with another patient.

I’m jealous.

Why?

Did I do some things wrong.

It was lovely to see her, but how am I going to deal with this! I’ve got so many different feelings. 😭

I’m sorry for feeling jealous. But I’m a little bit angry.

😢