I am a mum but not to human children, I have my fur-babies, and my baby Dylan.
Today….
Kissed Dylan
Haven’t seen my fur-children kitty cats.
I’ve Spend day at my mums.
Had a walk, and some fatty foods.
But in reality I feel really low and effected by the voices.
I can’t wait to spend Mother’s Day with my gorgeous baby boy.
I love you Dylan.
My family never speak to me unless I call them first.
I feel alone because they don’t call.
I don’t see friends and only speak to them when they message me on Facebook, and then it’s just a quick hello.
Why do i bother.
I don’t think I will bother from now on.
How do you explain what you think, feel and hear.
How can you explain to people that your head is crazy.
I hear more than you think,or that I can explain.
I feel painful, pain that you could never explain.
My beautiful babies, minus one.
Love heart asking for a cuddle. 
