I was with family and I really wanted to spend time with them, I didn’t want to leave. So I ate dinner with them.
I hate myself for eating but my sister already worries about my eating and she is only 11.
I don’t want her to grow up with the food issues I had at her age. I was suffering with anorexia at the age of 11. It took years of my life. I was still 18 and suffering.
It was nearly impossible to eat in-front of people, well really eat at all.
I’m now 26 and i still have eating issues.
I no longer have anorexia,
I’m very fat now and I’m trying to loose weight but the old ways of how to loose it is starting to take over!
I keep telling myself it’s ok to eat.