Anyone able to help/ support me?

Looking to see if there is anyone who has the same or similar challenge to me that will understand how I feel?

I’m trying to find someone I can text or message that can understand the struggles and someone I can be honest with.

I’d really appreciate it if you suffer with the list below to message me or leave a comment, please.

Anxiety,

Problems with eating nothing or everything,

Suspicious,

Paranoia,

Voices,

Worries about medications,

Self harm,

Worries about getting help or needing it.

It’s not a criteria. Just a few things I suffer with and would like some support.

I am under a mental health team but haven’t seen or spoke in months (my choice) and I don’t feel I can be honest with them.

I’ve been hospitalised many times. And I’m terrified of it happening again.

The government and mental health team are after my dna to clone me. I believe that they won’t stop at anything to get me. I’ve got a chip in my body where they are able to track me.

This is really hard to deal with and I don’t know who I can trust.

I’m scared and would like to talk to someone.