Hearing the words EUPD? (Emotionally unstable personality disorder.)

I’m so embarrassed!

My psychiatrist saying that I have Emotionally unstable personality disorder.

I’m so embarrassed.

I feel like my personality is flawed! I’m flawed!

I’m crazy and the thought that this is a disorder of my personality is so hard to hear.

Who am I?

Am I here but this disorder effects my personality, they way I think and act? Is that right!

Who even am I? I don’t know anymore!