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Ive got 24 hours until ward round!

Im anxious about it. Last week he said “you need to be on an antipsychotic, but I don’t mind which one as long as its one.”

I choose quetiapine because it’s been ok in the past and I can’t keep being threatened with injection as you can’t inject it.

I took it twice in the last week and managed to go on leave.

I refused to come back so my leave had been removed.

Tomorrow in ward round I’m asking if I can be discharged. If this was a real hospital they would discharge me because I’m not ill and refusing treatment.

My section end on the 10th if he doesn’t discharge me! So I will be going home then. I’m not sure if he can extend it or what could happen if he wants me to still take the antipsychotics?

Anyone know the procedure if he refuses to discharge me?

Can they keep me in?

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So upset!!!!!! 😢

It’s been moved s as whole week away!

So upset!

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Mental health act tribunal

It’s on Tuesday at 10:30. I’m terrified. What should I expect

Have you had one

What are the possible outcomes?

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Topped up my drinks, psych ward.

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I can’t do this by myself …

All of these problems I’m my head.

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Ive never felt so alone and scared!

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Mental health tribunal!

I’m so scared!

Has anyone been through one? What’s it like?

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They are so confusing!!!

They say I have to comply with the medications

but they then say it’s one tablet wait and take it when your next medication is due, in a couple of hours time!

So frustrating!

Why do I try!

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Ward round update.

I got two hours escorted leave if I take the medication (quetiapine) .

I will take it but I won’t keep it in me. I’m not going to be poisoned by them and be rewarded like a dog!

I’ve got my tribunal next week! They could discharge me!

And if not

I have my managers hearing on the 6th November.

My section is due to end on the 10th November.

I just want to go home.

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Awsome magazine and llama pen

Thanks to my amazing cousin I get this awesome magazine and pen that runs out!

Thank you!

Alpaca 🦙 llama 🦙