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Struggling so much

I feel so alone and scared.

I don’t know bc what I’ve done wrong for my sister to not want to spend time with me, last week she was messaging me and seeing me loads, what’s changed?

I just want to go back to old habits.

I feel so lost.

I’m struggling with feeling everything I think or do is being monitored and tracked.

I’m so paranoid.

The voices are really distressing me.

The self harm thoughts are increasing.

My weight is going up and not down!

I’ve got so much I need to do but feel like I’m loosing the will to live, let alone do anything that needs doing!

I hate myself, and I hate how things are right now!

Picture of my cat, just to try to cheer me up.

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