How will I cope with Christmas at my family’s ????

I’m really not sure, I was so optimistic about Christmas this year. I was so looking forward too it until today!!

I’ve been over my families for a few hours, and they are all so rude, and don’t treat each other with respect!

I hate the way they treat the animals, and I just do not fit in! I can’t tell them anything or talking to them about they way they treat each other!

I don’t know how I’m going too do this!?

I need to be strong and try to have a good Christmas!

I need to make their Christmas really special and I don’t know how too?

I need to try and cope!

Christmas is normally a really difficult time and I’m hoping this year can be different!