Honestly I’m struggling. I’m struggling with motivation, loneliness and anxious.
I’ve had a video call with psychiatrist and cpn, that went well, I r had phone calls with my support worker. Turns out I’ve also got a water infection.
I’ve been trying to keep busy but all I can think about is being in my own complexity from the 12th and worrying about not being able to see my mum on her 50th birthday.
I need to keep busy, but I’m so tired.
Taylor’s birthday was on the 1st April and she is now 5. I can’t believe it. I’ve got a 8,7 and 5 year old. I love seeing them growing up. I’m worried about they day when they die, as I don’t think I can cope without them but I love them so much and will treasure them while they are here.
Edit- (They are cats, sorry if I miss lead anyone)