All my life I’ve been betrayed. When I was younger my parents used to look through my diary without my permission, that’s the one place. I used to feel able too express how I was feeling until that got taken away from me then it was my phone behind my back then used as a punishment, then my school work. I only found out about some of these because there are photo copies of my diary and school work in my mental health records when I requested them. I now have photo copies of everything my parents did behind my back. No wonder I don’t feel I can be honest or open up to anyone.
I can not trust anyone. Every time I think I can, I find out I can’t.
Then when I had my own place my cousin would go through my phone. I only found out one night because Siri accidentally went off. I mean how wrong is that. I thought I could trust him.
I did a poll on my Instagram and 54 people said it’s not ok! I think that says it all.
So next time someone says why can’t you trust anyone! Here is why.
I hate that it will effect me for the rest of my life.
I know I need to get past the anger and move on but HOW?
I don’t know how to. I’ve been betrayed my whole life and now I have to live in fear of my privacy always being taken away from me.
Any ideas of how to get feelings and emotions out when you have no privacy?
By the way yes I’m an adult and it still happens!