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What I gained from loosing my anorexia!

Trigger warning- anorexia! ⚠️

I gained so much from recovering from my anorexia.

Although I’d say I’m weight restored but I still worry about food and weight so much.

I wish I had my anorexic weight back just so I could feel valid having all the anorexia thoughts.

But I’m the short term I’ve gained that I can actually eat in-front if people, I can eat some full fat foods, I enjoy foods including pasta so much,

But

This all comes with guilt, and worry.

I hate how I look but I’ve never liked how I look. Never!

I want to look nice and thin but will it will it be enough.

I want these thoughts to go away.

I’m not longer diagnosed with anorexia although I think I may have atypical anorexia as my weight is restored but I have so many anorexic traits still to this day, will they ever go?

Will it ever be valid enough?

3 replies on “What I gained from loosing my anorexia!”

Awww I wish I understood more about anorexia to be able to help you. So instead of sending you some guff and nonsense I’m sending you a gentle bear hug instead. Just keep reading, talking and learning about it … knowledge is power. Also, the author of Bloom the book who is a blogger on here might be useful. I shall try and find her blog name for you. Katie xxxooo

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