Update.

I’ve been in hospital more than I have been at home this week.

I have harmed myself in so many ways.

I was sedated and given a blood transfusion against my will then allowed home

Then restrained and bloods taken another day and then allowed home.

The struggle is real.

I’m in so much emotional pain.

I don’t know if I can keep going.

Security have brusised me so much I raised a complaint!

My phone has been scratched but the worst is my brain is hurting, my body is hurting my soul is hurting!

I’m so scared it’s unreal!