I’ve been in hospital more than I have been at home this week.
I have harmed myself in so many ways.
I was sedated and given a blood transfusion against my will then allowed home
Then restrained and bloods taken another day and then allowed home.
The struggle is real.
I’m in so much emotional pain.
I don’t know if I can keep going.
Security have brusised me so much I raised a complaint!
My phone has been scratched but the worst is my brain is hurting, my body is hurting my soul is hurting!
I’m so scared it’s unreal!