Trigger warning ⚠️
Things are really tough.
The voices are controlling me at the moment.
Telling me to harm myself and run away.
I have been asked to go inpatient but I said no I will loose my driving licence.
I want this to end.
I was given 7 day supply of diazepam to help but it really isn’t helping!
I want this all to end.
The sun is trying to burn me and I need to get more energy to fight it off after all I am God I should be in charge but the voices are taking over.
I’m harming myself in new ways. And I’m scared.
Honestly I do want to die but that’s difficult if you can’t die.