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Long hard week at work!

I’m exhausted, let’s say it that way!

I have a day off tomorrow but I’ve got so much too do it doesn’t really feel like a day off.

I’ve started to get things done today since finishing work at 2:30.

I think I’m making progress and a difference to the young people I support at work.

A smile goes a long way. To them and from them.

I’m so glad to have this opportunity to make a difference to their lives!

I’ve had years of people influencing me, in a positive way it’s now my time to pay it forward!

I love my job most days but I guess everyone has those bad days!

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Truthful update.

Sorry about lack of post, I’m struggling!

⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️

I’m worried about so many things…

  • I worried I’m not good enough for anyone,
  • That I will never achieve the life I want,
  • My weight, being so high.
  • A guy telling me I’m fat, I know I’m fat but being told it is painful!
  • About getting the coronavirus,
  • worried I will never have a family, children,
  • Worried the job won’t go through, like something go wrong,
  • That I don’t do good enough for mums 50th or Mother’s Day,
  • That I should have put more effort in to dads 50th,
  • That I’m going to relapse in to self harm or alcohol,
  • That I might crash my car,
  • That I feel sleepy but don’t feel like I’m getting enough sleep,
  • About money, I am so lost,
  • About how I look,
  • About not finishing my nieces scrap book for her birthday!
  • I will never be good at life or living!
  • I’m a failure!!!!!

So if you got to the bottom of all of that you deserve a medal. 🥇

What can I do to help all these worries? I’m so lost! XxX

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A new chapter in my life! 📝

I’ve decided I’m going to start trying to get a job.

I’ve been off work for a long time with my illnesses, but I am no longer going to let it get in the way of me having the life I want!

I’m in the process of applying for a job. My dream job, working with young people with SEN.

UK Benifits system question!

Is there anyone in the uk who has been on disability benefits and know the process of getting a job and how you stop them and what happens?

Can you work with children if you’ve been sectioned in the past?

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Happy job Mental health mental health blogger Sectioned Teacher

A new chapter in my life! 📝

I’ve decided I’m going to start trying to get a job.

I’ve been off work for a long time with my illnesses, but I am no longer going to let it get in the way of me having the life I want!

I’m in the process of applying for a job. My dream job, working with young people with SEN.

UK Benifits system question!

Is there anyone in the uk who has been on disability benefits and know the process of getting a job and how you stop them and what happens?

Can you work with children if you’ve been sectioned in the past?