My new care co-ordinator called me today.
It’s started ok until I voiced how much I was struggling and what with.
It ended with us discussing discharge from the adult mental health team service.
Which isn’t helpful considering I called them all week asking for some help and support with struggling and because they aren’t sure how to help we end up with discharge being the option.
I’m struggling to accept the concept that I was asking for help and then it end up with discharge.
I guess maybe it’s for the best but then, I received a text from my new care co-ordinator saying
“So sorry that you found our conversation difficult and you need to talk you can contact us.”
I’m so confused!!! I thought I was being discharged, now I contact them if I need them!
Which one is it?
I don’t know what to do next, should I message back asking what is happening is it discharge or can they help or do just leave it as I have been told I’m getting discharged.
I mean I think it might be the best thing they aren’t able to help in the way I’d find helpful, by changing my medication or adding in a prn that helps.
So maybe I’m meant to end my life, this is just another sign it’s the right thing to do. Only problem is I know I can’t die. (My body won’t die) but it’s worth a try right?