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20 days out of psychiatric hospital!

Yey,

It’s been 20 days out of the psychiatric hospital!

I was in section two for a relapse in my mental state!

I suffer from emotionally unstable personality disorder, schizophrenia and anxiety!

I thought the mental health team were after my dna so I took steps to make sure that didn’t happen, and I ended up needing hospital treatment and then I was sectioned from there!

I’m home now and so glad to be. It’s a luxury compared to being in hospital.

I do miss it sometimes, I miss the contact and the support, I miss there always being someone there to help!

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Colour difference. Before blood transfusion

I was a bit pale you could say!

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Held under the mental health capacity act! For a blood transfusion!

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Blood test-NO!

The mental health team want me to have a blood test, and other physical health checks, but NO!!!

I know they just want the data and results and my dna to clone me! I know what they are up too!

I know I’ve lost a lot of blood over the last few weeks and I’m probably anemic. But I am not having a blood test to find out!

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Monthly blood test

Early as usual.

Really anxious this time about the weight, getting blood and the blood being bad so they can’t give me my medication.

I’m so anxious, will update later after all of this.

I will also be going to a spiritual service later today, which I’m really looking forward too.

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No progress…

I went to the doctor today. Got to have some test, blood test and ecg. Hoping that will help. And we can get answers to why I’m so dizzy.

I want to feel better.

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Day hospital for clozapine clinic.

It’s the typical Monday I have to have blood test, in the next few weeks it will be changed to fortnightly, which I’m so excited about. I hate having the blood tests, one-they trigger me and two it’s really inconvenient.

But the Benifits I’ve gained from clozapine it’s worth the test.

Have you any clozapine stories, are you on it?

Has it helped you or someone you know?

What diagnosis do you have when you were put on clozapine?

Tell me your clozapine story? Xxx

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2nd January 2018

I think it’s going to take a long time to get used to another year been and gone.

Today I’m at the local day mental health hospital for my weekly bloods. I’m looking forward to them being move to fortnightly.

I’m really tired I didn’t want to get up out of bed. I’m hoping to go back to bed when I get home but honestly I want to complete my steps for the day first.

Had a smoothie which was very yummy.

My rainbow of luck, saw when I was visiting a waterfall.

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Here again…

Yep it’s Monday, blood test time. The bad side to clozapine.

I’m going to keep positive, I need to keep moving.

Exercise may be the answer to loosing weight while on clozapine. I need to put a lot of effort in to keeping active.

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Day 10. Clozapine 1.11.17 part 2

I went to the day hospital again yesterday to take my evening meds.

I spend the day awake with no naps.

I went and my blood pressure and pulse were the best readings yet, thanks to water and breathing deeply.

Then we get to the medication part, well they didn’t gave it, so they went to the pharmacy and it turns out they didn’t receive my blood results and were only able to dispense todays medication.

Then they realised my blood results have already come back in the amber band, which means proceed with caution. So today I have to go to the local hospital for a blood test, while waiting for there results I am allowed my morning dose.

I really hope my blood results come back good, because I’ve only had a little taste of clozapine but so far it’s good things.

Fingers crossed for good bloods results. 🤞

Day 10, was 75mg in morning, and 50mg evening.

500mg quetiapine and 2mg diazepam, 400mg pregabline.