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Fishing lake and duckling.

Dad and I went for a walk to explore the campsite.

We found a fishing lake, which brought back so many memories of spending time with him fishing when I was younger.

And the beautiful ducklings. They were so fluffy.

It was so relaxing.

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Chat with dad.

I had a chat with dad today. It was a really nice chat and we don’t do it enough.

I’m so grateful for my dads support and help he gives me.

My Dad said my illnesses and admitted I had an illness, this was a massive step. My parents have always gone round the fact I suffer with mental illness.

I love my parents and I’m so grateful that my dad was able to give me the time and thought today.

I hope that there’s more to come.

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Christmas lights?

My family always put up Christmas lights out side the house, we all love seeing them so why don’t we help dad put them up?

There’s enough of us to help him get it done really quick and then, dad won’t be out in the cold for hours.

I think dad is feeling the same this year, because they have just been left up from last year.

We don’t support or help him enough,

I’m sure they will look as good next year, just as they did last year.

Christmas lights,🎅🏼❄️☃️🛷

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Happy 50th Birthday Dad. 

Today my dad is 50 years old. 

I'm at my parents house, it's my dads 50th Birthday. This is a big deal to me, and it's not going perfectly. I'm struggling. 

I can't wait to give him his gift and I so want a photo with him. I hope he doesn't say no. I'm really scared to ask him. 

Mum messing him around and making it a big deal about her, 

Can she not just let dad have one day to himself.

That was wrote two weeks ago on his birthday but didn't get round to publishing it. In the end it went really well he like his presents, we planted the rose together and I managed to have a photo with him. It's a photo that looking at it brings me happiness. I love you dad. Hope you had s good birthday.