My youngest sister still goes too the secondary school I used to go too, and she had parents evening last week.
My past teacher gave my mum a message to pass on to me!
This started alarm bells ringing! Thinking I had done something wrong!
But it was the opposite…….
She said to my mum…
“How’s my favourite girl doing?”
“Give her a big hug. I won’t because it would scared her.”
I used to have a massive fear of this teacher but at the same time the biggest bond!
I think the fear came from being paranoid that she was going to kill me along with a few other teachers. But now looking back I can see this was just one of my delusions from the schizophrenia.
I used to see her a a mum figure as I was able to talk to her about personal things and she understood.
I wish I could get back in touch with her, but wouldn’t know how!
If you ever come across this blog post I’d like to leave a message for you!
To one of the best teachers ever,
thank you so much for helping me get in touch with my religion again,
thank you for helping me get good grades and inspiring me to help others.
I’m sorry I was scared of you, I had no need to be.
I really wish I could see you to give you that big hug!