I know the past means it’s gone, but how do you leave the past behind and move on when so much of it is holding you back?
The thoughts, nightmares and flashbacks, all creeping up on you when you least expect it and when you finally think you are getting over it.
Why is it that dates that traumatic events happened bring everything to the front of your mind? Just when you think your learning to cope with it, and then it takes over your whole mind.
I’m trying not to let it bother me but I think everyone can tell it’s killing me inside. It’s the dates soon of something bad that happened to me and getting me down so much, it’s effecting all my thoughts and actions. I don’t think I will ever be able to explain how it’s eating me up.
No one will ever know the pain I went through and still going through.