So I haven’t done a proper mental health update for a while and as it’s coming to the end of the year I’m going too do an update.
I have been sectioned twice in the last few months. I’m now out of hospital after a pretty traumatic time in there!
Since coming out of hospital I’ve stopped my medication.
I’ve put on three stone since being inpatient and put on medication.
I was eating all the foods I fancied and this made me gain so much weight so quickly as well as basically sat on my bed all day everyday. Also put back on too antipsychotic medication.
So since I’ve came out of hospital I weighed myself and I was so shocked! I’ve started diet pills and my gp referred me to slimming world which I start tomorrow.
I’ve stopped the antipsychotic medication and I’m currently doing ok. I’m going to my meetings, keeping myself active everyday and trying to push though all the bad thoughts and voices!
I went too a private Therapist to start therapy but I’ve decided I want to wait a bit. I’m not sure if I’m ready to talk about my past and trauma, even though I feel it’s holding me back!
Unfortunately I’ve started drinking too much Alcohol. This is probably not helping with my weight!
I’m looking forward to Christmas this year! I’m trying to make it a brilliant time for my family! I know it’s going to be really tricky and I’m going to get upset with my mums behaviour, but I want to make my family happy so I’m going to try my best to stay strong!
I’m really trying so hard to get along with my Family!
So I guess that’s where I’m up too!
I hope you all have a good Christmas and stay safe!
I’m here for anyone if you want to talk or struggling!