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Concert tonight?

I terrified as well as bursting with excitement.

I’m going to a concert tonight and it’s to see p!nk.

I find it hard to leave my flat on mosts days and I’m now going to a massive concert. There will be thousands of people there.

Am I worried about being hurt?

YES! I’m terrified. I’m concerned mainly about two things. I do not want to be hurt or killed, and I do not want to be captured by my care team and be locked away where they can collect my DNA.

I’m hoping I will accept this risk and still go to the concert. I’ve always wanted to see p!nk live. I’ve heard she is one of the best. I also love her songs.

I really hope I don’t let my anxieties and fears stop me.

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Mental health Music

OMG! I love p!nks new album.

I love most of p!nks songs, I love her new album. The song courage and happy I think relate to me so much!

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31 day blog challenge Mental health

Day 19- Meaningful song

I have a lot of meaningful songs. Music is constantly helping me. I listen to music so much. I have songs that represent the time or life I’m living. They all have deeper meanings for me.

But currently one song that is meaningful and inspiring is “I am here” by pink.

It talks about being here and asking the bigger question “where do we go, when we go” to me this means when we die where do we go. This is an important question to me as I hope and pray when I die I can be reunited with my nan and meet my brother. I hope this place is heaven.

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Mental health Music

There’s nothing better than music so loud you can’t hear your thoughts.

Music is helping to influence my feelings, I’ve made s playlist of the songs that I like and that are making me feel good.

It’s helpful when it’s so loud, pumping through your body, that’s when I feel.

Yes I know it’s 10 am here in the uk but that’s not stopping my music pumping in the car.

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angry Anxiety Mental health Music

Music, is my escape 

When life gets too much with the voices and thoughts, I put music on. It helps so much. The music I listen to depends on how I’m feeling at the time. It can vary a lot. But it’s my escape for those few minutes of songs on as loud as possible, I’m free. I can dance, sing and just let everything out, obviously only when I’m alone. 

I’m also learning to British sign language to songs, there are loads of tutorials videos on YouTube. 

Audio books are grate when I’m trying to concentrate and distract myself. I listen to books mainly about weight loss.