Yesterday once again I was in hospital having taken an overdose. The police and ambulance took me as I refused to go they said I had too.
I tried to leave and got to the car park as I was refusing treatment. What was the point of me being there, and taking up a bed.
The police thought I had gone home so smashed my door open.
I’m so scared now as they discharged me with no checks and I have a door that half shuts. I’m not scared that they didn’t check me as I want to die!
I don’t want this to continue but I see no way out other than dying!
I can’t do this any more!