We’ve arrived on holiday.
I’m with my mum, dad, youngest sister and her friend.
The journey wasn’t too bad. I’m getting on so well with them all so far.
Tag: summer
This was a few days ago but I forgot too post.
I decided I was going on holiday with my family.
I had a good time but I will do a summary later to try and keep all these posts in order.
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I opened my door
I’m on the first floor but I have doors that open, it’s so nice and fresh but I’m so scared of bugs getting in…
I was the only person on the beach wearing a hoodie in 24oc weather.
I can’t help but hide my body. And the hoodie I think covers me and protects me.
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Fell asleep on the beach.
Whoops.
I actually fell asleep on the beach I think I must have been tired. I can’t help but think how much danger I was in from ANYBODY!
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I stick out so much on the beach.
It was a lovely summer day yesterday with the sun shining and I was with my family on the beach.
I was the only one wearing thick clothes and a woolly hat, oh and not to forget sunglasses. I must have looked crazy.
Was it to feel safe and secure? or was it because I was cold?
I don’t think you will ever know because I don’t know why?
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Beautiful butterfly.
I love nature, especially butterfly’s, this was from my parents house garden.
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I have no fashion sense.
Why do I never feel I dress for the occasion.
I never feel pretty.
My sister are dressed nicely, while I got told leggings and a top was too hot and to change, but I’ve changed into the only thing that’s appropriate summer clothes, that’s my clothes that are men’s (I’m a woman) and what I wear to go to bed. I look and feel so out of place.
Later there going in the hot tub, I’m anxious about this because of my scars from self harm. They upset my sister. Which I can understand but it also upsets them when I don’t join in. CANT GET ANYTHING RIGHT!
Thinking shall I just take some medication and try to chill.
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Saturday 12th.
Went to the beach, had a nice stroll in the sun despite the picture looking really stormy (I love taking pictures) and a good chat.
Was just what I needed to get away for a day, especially after the week I've had.
I did get overwhelmed with the voices and everything that was going on in the back ground, but I was able to bring myself back, and feel grounded.
