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Can’t believe this use to fit me.

This is a really nice dress that fitted me, it was even a bit big.

I was suffering with anorexia which is a eating disorder and one symptom is being under weight.

I’m now a lot bigger and I’m over weight. I would need a large now and that’s so embarrassing to actually tell someone. I’m really trying my best to loose weight.

I look back at pictures of when I was anorexic and I wish I had that size body again, but I don’t want all the other suffering. I was really depressed.

I put weight on due to my antipsychotic medication because I also suffer from schizophrenia, emotionally unstable personality disorder, and anxiety.

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Please help me to loose weight.

I was over weight due to being on antipsychotic medications to treat my schizophrenia and personality disorder. This lead me to gaining a lot of weight quickly and i have in the last year lost 34.2lbs. I’m now in to the healthy weight band according to BMI charts. But i want to loose more weight.

 I would really like some one who could support and encourage me. At the moment i do exercise, and eat reasonably healthy. 

I just seem to have got to a stage where the weight is really hard to loose. 

 Please anyone help me. I am on my fitness pal, happy to be friends on there or talk through emails.

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Days left to loose weight and my plan.

Okay so i have 71 days to loose ther weight i want too. I really wish i could say that i think i will and im trying really hard but im not, im hardly got any motivation to do anything and i really need to get moving. 

I guess ive been so obsessed with how ive been feeling with the voices and spying that it has controlled how and what ive been doing with my days. I want to loose 2 stone in this 71 days, can i do it, i dont know but im going to try my best i need to. I need to be the weight i want to. So this is the last post i am going to do sitting down today. Im going to get up and exercise and i wont come back on to here or any internet until ive exercised and lost a good amount of calories.