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New jeans, bra and top. 

Trigger warning: scars, fat. 

It’s very rare I wear all clean clothes. I even changed my knickers and socks today. 

I had a bath and a shave (think it’s been weeks since my last bath.) and then put on my new clothes. 

I’m really happy with them, the jeans I got yesterday from my favourite shop, in a size I didn’t think I would fit in to, I do think I look quite fat still but  I look loads better than when I started my weight loss journey. 

I’m also wearing my new bra, and the top also from my favourite shop I brought in the Christmas sales, and it actually fits me now and looks good with a proper bra.

So here is a sneak peak of today’s outfit. Please be nice it’s taken a lot of courage to post this. 

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My personal weight loss challenge.

People are starting to notice Ive lost weight which is great because I’ve lost 2 stone. But the next two weeks I’m going to really push myself, I can do it. The plan is to loose 7ilbs in 12 days, that’s half a stone in under two weeks, any advice on how Too? I’ve worked out that means I need to burn 6000 kcal more than I eat every two days, impossible? Maybe but I’m going to give it the best shot I have. Ive been motivated a little today but maybe not as much as I was hoping. I guess I’m just thinking it will happen but it won’t unless I put the work in. 

Today was day one and it was a good start, I did fancy some bad foods but I denied myself them. Strong willed. I will loose this weight. I’ve had three hot drinks today, I actually enjoyed them and felt good after drinking them, yes they were low kcal. I did have the urge to burn myself with it, but bravely chose to drink it instead. 

Tomorrow’s plan, try not to sit down, try to keep as busy as possible. I can do it. Try to finish everything on the list of things I need to do. That’s two challenges. To keep very active and finish off todo list. 

Mondays plan is to attempt to go to the gym, and stay there as long as physically possible. I have it all set up. Then the plan is to go to the gym everyday for as long as possible but going to aim for it to be a week. 

I’m planning on doing an exercise routine that I will do everyday at least once, I’ve got to work out what to add too it. I would like some stretching and some that gets my heart beating faster.

So I will keep you posted on progress but I’m aiming that the 1st of December I will be at my first goal, of down 7lbs.