Mental health

I need to get this out…

Basically this just to get out all my thoughts.

I spend this morning out with my family, I’ve then come back to their house, all my sisters are here. The two youngest live here, and the one with the baby has basically moved in. So I’m left out a lot with meals, talks they have and watching tv together. BUT I think they like it this way.

I’m here now and feel so out of place, that I don’t know what to do.

Will I ever fit in or be good enough for them?

If I have a “normal” life, with a husband and baby, will I fit in then? Or is it just me?

I don’t think I will ever find out the answer.