Sorry about lack of post, I’m struggling!
⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️
I’m worried about so many things…
- I worried I’m not good enough for anyone,
- That I will never achieve the life I want,
- My weight, being so high.
- A guy telling me I’m fat, I know I’m fat but being told it is painful!
- About getting the coronavirus,
- worried I will never have a family, children,
- Worried the job won’t go through, like something go wrong,
- That I don’t do good enough for mums 50th or Mother’s Day,
- That I should have put more effort in to dads 50th,
- That I’m going to relapse in to self harm or alcohol,
- That I might crash my car,
- That I feel sleepy but don’t feel like I’m getting enough sleep,
- About money, I am so lost,
- About how I look,
- About not finishing my nieces scrap book for her birthday!
- I will never be good at life or living!
- I’m a failure!!!!!
So if you got to the bottom of all of that you deserve a medal. 🥇
What can I do to help all these worries? I’m so lost! XxX